Sabtu, 31 Desember 2011

Dosa dan Surga

bismillah..
ingin selalu kuawali semuanya dengan bismillah agar berawal dengan indah dan berakhir dengan berkah, yang nantinya akan ku tutup dengan hamdallah. aku tau, aku bukan umatMu yang baik yang selalu berjalan lurus di jalanMU. kadang aku berbelok ke kanan dan ke kiri dan juga berputar haluan kembali ke jalan sebelumnya yang pernah kulewati. aku tidak sepenuhnya benar, aku lebih banyak salah dan gegabah. banyak hal tak baik yang kulakukan, dari situ aku tau berbuat dosa adalah hal yang menyenangkan. tak sedikit dosa yang mengantarkanku pada kebahagiaan, yang pada akhirnya kau tau bahagia itu hanyalah semu. kesalahan mengajarkan banyak hal, kesalahan menunjukkan pada kita bahwa kebenaran harus diperjuangkan. dosa pun begitu, dosa mengajarkan pada kita, bahwa surga harus juga diperjuangkan. kesalahan dan dosa adalah godaan yang menjauhkan kita dari kebenaran dan surga. hidup itu belajar bagaimana harus menghindari dosa dan memperjuangkan surga. Tuhan tidak pernah meninggalkan kita barang sedetikpun, jadi tak seharusnya pula kita meninggalkanNya ;)

FIREWORKS..


i don't know whose idea called this thing as FIREWORKS or in my country people simply called it KEMBANG API. for the very first time i remarked that fire was not always scary when i saw fireworks party with my mom. it's totally beautiful. that fire was dancing around the sky, lighted up the night. that fire was greeting us with its light and its beautiful hurl. since that time i've loved fireworks. fire isn't always related with bad things, like hell or evil. sometimes the beauty is hidden and the splendor is covered, like fire ;)

WISHES, HOPES and PROMISES


i'm sure that new year is identic with wishes, hopes and promises. people tend to make wishes list for the new year. every year on 31st december's night all people in the world are so busy celebrating the last day on the year and also greet the new day that will come. wishes, as a human we always wish something better, bigger and greater, yayyy it's absolutely normal. hopes, same with wishes, i think none of us hopes for the bad things. promises, promises are so easy to say but it's hard to prove. saying something is easier than doing it. don't let our words fly around before it happens. don't say anything if we're not sure that we are able to prove it, to make it real. our wishes, hopes and promises are worth, as worth as our life. life without those are the useless one.


HAPPY NEW YEAR, HAPPY NEW MONTH, HAPPY NEW WEEK, HAPPY NEW DAY ;)

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!


Happy new year 2012!!!
No light of fireworks, the light comes from my prayer ;)

i celebrate this new year alone, it's just totally different for me. i usually had so much fun with all my friends on new year. but it's okeyyyy.
i spend this night by doing reports and checking all my tasks. it must be collected on 3rd Januar. maybe it seems so boring. hemmm, maybe yes, maybe no, hehehehe.